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2008-12-03T00:24:00.002+08:00

www.xanga.com/roundaboutromance

Best Thursday.. up till now.

2008-08-14T21:53:00.003+08:00

The day was good.. to a certain extent. well, realised that my blog posts are always short and angsty and I should relly stop myself from posting such posts. looks below-
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so shall update since way back.

06/07/08

DRAGONBOATING CALLISTO !

made new friends, and we didn't come in first or what but it doesn't mean we lost. We are winners and we gained alot on that day, more than what the titles mean.
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08/08/08

Learning journey (uhhhhhhhhhhhhh) + Mummy 3 day !
Class went to Arab street & camwhored like the whole way :D
I have no pix now will wait patiently for em' and upload another day k.

In the theatre.

Anyhoos, we ate B&J after the mooovie & I shared A BROWNIE AND DOUBLE SCOOPZ OF ICECREAM W GINA ! omg the feeling was like, heavenly. [: was so contented and Gina said it feels like we were getting married (?) so thats what it feels like to get married ? hahaha.

yea, and then it was the v lousy experience trying to get back home for me & angie. don't mention this la paiseh sia. okay.
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09/08/08

I me up w laopo today ! (: National Day + Hairbraiding day (lol). Walked around and eve though it was like rather aimless, it still feels good to hang out w you & eat wanton meeeeeeee. oh and also on the same day I MET JESS & DY WOOTZXzXzX.

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12/08/08

JANICE ANG'S BIRDDAY ! :D

well, we had SPA (sian) and a pretty long day in school but I hope you enjoyed it too. & also, there was the introduction to our new friend, HOMOKUN ! YAY.

:DDDDDDD
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TODAY 14/08/08

OKAY MAN FINALLY. Didn't have to go for F&C anymore so I joined the class for captain ball during PE and I got slapped, elbowed, knocked on the back of my neck and fell. Yea thats about all BUT, I'M COOL AND PERFECTLY FINE AND I ENJOYED THE GAME WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEE. I love the way we play slightly competitive but fun outweighs winning. (*:

The day sorta zoomed past and we had BHANGRA-ROBICS HAHAHAHAHAHAHHA SO FUN OKAY :DDDDDDD HAPPY LIKE BIRD I LOVE IT. MAYBE I HAVE INDIAN BLOOD IN ME. HMMMMM :/
Hung out @ the library after that and was pretty entertained (: so funny la when my classmates were practising for the CCS game ! hee hee hee hee ~ love them to bits.

Toilet pix

Alright then we had Funfestique. Was pretty alright tho' I wouldn't say it was spectacular or satisfying in anyway. Nvm nothing negative @blogspot ! :D thats about all that has been going on. phew.

Lastly, I am now announcing that this will be my last post @ blogger from now till.. sometime later. Will be heading back to Roundaboutromance which feels muchhhhhhhhh more like my personal space. & locked. Friends you guys can lemme' know if you wna gain access there or what k ! :D
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PS: these are my We-Buy-And-Exchange-Rubber-Bands kid-friends :D ! (hee hee ^^)

wlove, xtina.

2008-08-13T07:00:00.000+08:00

FUCK ECONS. DAMN DULANNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN D: I V TIRED.

I SWEAR I LOOK LIKE JAN'S DOMOKUN.

say it.

2008-08-04T13:40:00.000+08:00

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rGzN1pDKT1Y&feature=related

o.O

(:

Xclude.

2008-08-01T23:46:00.003+08:00

Woohoo ! I met lp today. :D contented much for now. lol. talked abit. I mean abit. & it just makes me upset. we talked about (exclude). as in yea, getting excluded and all. It makes me so so so so so so sad cos' it is something in relation to my life right now too. Not that I'm allowing it to bug me or whatsoever but its getting late now and its strongest now. I can choose not to bother about it but it is because of this feeling of not belonging anywhere now that makes me understand how close I was with my groups of friends, people that would never forget my presence and totally move on. Nah, close is an understatement of what we were. We were like family.

ha ha ha ha ha.

This post isn't some kind of today-something-happened-now-I-emoshit kind of thing. Has been a exhilarating week dudeeeeeeee. & yea these thoughts have been there all the time, just that it got triggered today. nods-

In any case, any photos I shld put up here ? (:

I miss my Xanga.
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AND OH.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JESSICA WONG LI JIE I BOUGHT YOUR PRESENT ^^V YOU WILL RECEIVE IT VVVV SOON OKAY ? :D HOPE YOU HAD A REALLY GREAT DAY THAT I THINK YOU DESERVE. LOVE YOU ! (:

2008-07-27T22:26:00.003+08:00

whines-
never fail to bring out the kid in me.
everything I want everything I wanteverything I wanteverything I wanteverything I wanteverything I wanteverything I wanteverything I wanteverything I wanteverything I wanteverything I wanteverything I wanteverything I wanteverything I wanteverything I wanteverything I wanteverything I wanteverything I wanteverything I wanteverything I wanteverything I wanteverything I wanteverything I wanteverything I wanteverything I wanteverything I wanteverything I wanteverything I wanteverything I wanteverything I wanteverything I wanteverything I wanteverything I wanteverything I wanteverything I wanteverything I wanteverything I wanteverything I wanteverything I wanteverything I wanteverything I wanteverything I wanteverything I wanteverything I wanteverything I want. asshole.
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hey dude ^^ HAPPY BELATED YEA. (: we won't forget you lah.

2008-07-08T22:11:00.001+08:00

see, realize, appreciate, remember (subconsciously)

love my friends, talk about them.

my memory amazes me.

(for a moment I thought it was you)

would you bear w me ?

2008-07-07T18:58:00.002+08:00

Home is so exciting ! :D

feels good to be back to the urban city ha ha ha ha ha.
well, camp wasn't as bad as I thought it would be bu it wasn't spectacular or whatsoever luh. brings back some memories of my OBS withdrawal symptoms. well, I guess these emotions slowly disappear with age(?) for me. anyhoos, I met some relly great peepul & I really love being around them. funny funny fun. (:

yupz. got no pix cos' I didn't get to take any so yea, gina if you're reading this is there nyway to get the pix from photog ? wink winks-

[: am off !

post moved.

2008-06-21T17:19:00.005+08:00

House is nice okay.

watch it.

can't love, can't hurt

2008-06-16T10:56:00.006+08:00

won't blog long, kinda feels wrong.

Mugging/Bonding Session

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Mahjong Session

HUAT AH !
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Mrs Lim's Birthday

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I had a husband for 2 mins or so. [:

yea, and I think I spent relly relly little time w my present classmates. Forgive me k. just let me indulge in my CCH moments for a month or so. I'll come back to you guyz. love.

deeefurant.

2008-06-08T16:05:00.005+08:00

woooogay, abit of everybody. (: I love being with all of you.

hate feeling like some kid. but I miss you guys and I wish..

oneseven

2008-06-03T14:50:00.010+08:00

gina jan azrul wj malan

dede booboo shua mylife

ivan(LAME) bano jmie gqw

Crush kong kim elaine yennying

Stead jw jess michele

misskoh auntiesim meng amos yk

JOSEPHINE TAN MEI YI !
hi sweety thank you for the card points below- ni hen you xin ! hugs-
(GUESS WHO THE OTHER CARD CAME FROM HEH HEH HEE HEE HEE HAW ^^v)

[:

Thank all of you for remembering ! :D
for those who wished but I didn't get your pic up I'm sorrrrry k. but in any case thank you toooooo ! am very very touched pple rmb (': really.

and yea, for those who wna know how my day was, it was spent w two of my fav peepul. :D

MY LP ! :DDDDD
&
later
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uhhhh..... GX ! :DDDDD

YAY. thank you both I love you two :'D

end.

I see a head. not.

2008-05-29T15:49:00.003+08:00

I am so very the bored-ed at home. my neck is aching. must be the lousy positioning of my head while I was reading that psycho book just now. oww.

don't feel like staying at home washing the dishes, then see more dirty dishes, then washing more dishes, then seeing more dishes. they're like popcorn. aiyah wtf. lol.

yucks. I should start mugging. I am an angel.

This adorable thing is a product of xtina&lp. (thinking twice about having kids next time ?)

^^bye.

2008-05-27T12:24:00.003+08:00

I just learnt more about myself today. I think. nods- I don't like it.
anyway,

yay MJ.

okay la bye bye.

Paper.

2008-05-19T20:45:00.005+08:00

whoa. time flies. I've been rather detached from school life these few days, haven't actually got started on my books to tackle my two tests tmr. hur hur. shrugs-
've been thinking quite alot these few days. creepy. (okay at this point I'm trying to feel melancholic cos' it sucks to have this v irritating upset feeling stuck inside of you but I'm really amused to a large extent I can't feel upset at this point now ; winks at lp-)

yep. feels real great to like have a break from school and get involved in some dramamama :D of course, most importantly, Proj T. basically I think this post is dedicated to em' ?

well, even though we've never been like a real fixed group of people but for those who were there all along like xw, miss koh, ivan, yk, guoxiong, amos, I'l relly miss you guys. and of course there are those who are warming up like my crush, tengyu, (lp?), tianjun. I don't know how long we'll last anymore but in any case thanks for being thr too :]

yep & of course, before that, there was also this (which is also v memorable [: )

TEE HEE HEE HEE GRINS- I WAS SO HAPPY. CONTENT CONTENT ! [=

got more pix but blogger damn slow I bth maybe on Xanga will post more. anyhoos, next entry up will most prolly be on MJVJ Soccer Match and, Mardi Gras tmr night (?) we'll see ! okay I am so sick of my com I feel like blasting it up. ): see la E-Learning some more. I only E never Learn pls. tmdkkj. no com-ming for me tmr ! BYE.

HELLO JUNE HOLIDAYS ! WOOHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO ~

content

2008-05-10T22:55:00.003+08:00

&time can do so much
are you still mine ?

helloha ! I had 10 outing todayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy :D am so so so so so so happy ! I mean, aww oh what am I gonna' do w/o them in my life !

anyway, we waste alot of time together but it is enjoyableeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee :B (even tho' Shaun not only got on my nerves he was practically bouncing on them)

with much love for them <3

it feels better when I don't love you.

don't worry

2008-05-06T21:24:00.003+08:00

it was a very VERY very v-e-r-y VERY very Very veRy lousy day. D:

sigh. thankfully I'm still pretty optimistic & I'm glad I have really nice classmates and supportive team mates.

Life + School is fucked up to a large extent. I wished I was in Poly.
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY CRUSH MY DAY REALLY SUCKED BUT I HOPE YOURS WAS LIKE AWESOME OR SMTH ! (: wished I was round you somewhr today :/ then maybe I could brighten yr day even more ! take care ogay love you :D

squeeze

2008-05-05T20:36:00.004+08:00

I'm really amazed by how small the world is hee hee.
(:

): something is wrong.

selfish bastards

2008-05-04T13:04:00.006+08:00

am just here to update w some pix. ! (:

Vivo Outing

hee hee ^^

.. yy is darn funny okay. zilian queen ! xD

TJC Drama Night

I miss Drama.

Remember ?

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oh well, I like sitting in front of the television and laughing at the characters together with my brothers. sometimes they just don't make sense. (:

my toe pain

2008-05-03T00:40:00.002+08:00

hello elby bardy. whoa it had been hell of a day for me today.. considering its a Friday and none of my Fridays have been so damn packed. had 2 makeup lessons which = to 5 periods w/o break but thankfully Miss Goh was a real sport and she let us off for 10 mins to grab a bite (I feel so guilty for losing her article..)! yeap, and then I went to the Squash Court to ... play Squash ! (:

well, I'm not exactly good at it and all but oh well, shrugs- I had my (exco)interview in the afternoon and yea, it wasn't exactly fantastic I would say cos' I sorta' jacked myself.. (?) anyhoos, get in or not I guess I won't be really affected cos' I'm already rather pleased with myself for being able to answer all the questions I was posed truthfully, yepppppppp.
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after that I headed for TPJC to meet Jolyn & Xinwei. then we went down to TJC to watch the show. I must admit that I am disrespectful and rather rude to atually fall asleep but the first show was really .... uhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. (: and the audience were abit like lunatics they practically clapped at every lights out. HA HA HA. well the second show (w Xiangrui Ciyi Hwee & Angelina) was OF COURSE BETTER LA. I mean, I was so really damn proud to see that y'know most of the leaders and all were all from CCH CDC :D serious. my brain was kinda disturbed throughout the show tho' cos' I was basically reminiscing while I watching trying to concentrate on the show. I miss CDC. maybe I shouldn't even have joined Squash. hmmmmmmm :/

):

bye. I have to wake up at 7am tmr HELPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPP. g'dbye world wil slot in pix soon !

monday blues ?

2008-04-28T21:02:00.004+08:00

hiho ! I'm blogging cos' its like the happiest Monday I've ever been through and I want to remember ittttttt [:

it was like a spectacle day todayyyyyyy ! and all of us were on this adrenaline HIGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH :D yay yay.

oh and then I took a bus home w Saf (who waited for me hugs-)

what a happy monday ~

hope its the same tmrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.

dry

2008-04-26T11:05:00.003+08:00

hello my toe belly painful ley.

anyhoos I'm sorry I'm updating @ a really slow pace but I cannot really be bothered to blog rahhh. post some pix then !

Council Election Day

Janice is so damn cute hahahaha.Camwhores.

Songfest !

Bazaar by the Lakehello my laopo. (:
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've been thinking about some stuff tho'. will do somethings about them. :/

busy busy.

relaxed

2008-04-17T18:21:00.004+08:00

How to Play
1. Put your music player on shuffle.
2. Press forward for each question.
3. Use the song title as the answer to the question even if it doesn’t make sense. No cheating.
4. With the answers, give your own comments on how it relates to the questions.
5. Tag 5 people.

How are you feeling today?
Santana-Into the Night
okay I'm feeling quite high tonight. true. (:

Will you get far in life?
Muse-Starlight
Sounds like a good omen ! : D

How do your friends see you?
Avril Lavigne-Things I'll Never Say
so I'm ... :x shhhh cannot say.

Will you get married?
X-Japan-Tears
does that mean I'm not going to get married !? :/

What is your best friend’s theme song?
Coldplay-Scientist
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA COLLEEN HUANG'S THEME SONG IS SCIENTIST !? HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAH WHAT A FREAK. whoops. okay sorry but I think she likes the song right ? I think its nice too. serious.

What is the story of your life?
Evanescence-My Immortal
jialat. why all so sad one .. ?

What was high school like?
Straylight Run-The Perfect Ending
nooooooooooooo ?

How can you get ahead in life?
BEP-My Humps
wtf. -.- (I don't wna infer liaow)

What’s the best thing about your friends?
Craig David-Seven Days
?

What’s in store for this weekend?
Third Eye Blind-Semi Charmed Life
sounds egg-citing ! [:

Describe your grandparents.
Outkast-Hey Ya
My granny loves to say Hi ?

How’s your life going?
王力宏 & 卢巧瑛-好心分手
okay seriously I have a damn sad life. even my iTunes know.. >:

What song will they play at your funeral?
王力宏-你不在
AWWWWWWWWWWWWWW.

How does the world see you?
许慧欣-恋爱品率
they see me as the frequency of Love ? ??

Will you have a happy life?
Craig David-Rise and Fall
doesn't seem so.

Do people secretly lust after you?
The Last Goodnight-Pictures Of You
looking at pictures of me ?!

How can you make yourself happy?
Britney Spears-Toxic
WOHOHOHO. I'MMA POTENTIAL DRUG ADDICT...

What should you do with your life?
Linkin Park-Shadow Of The Day
huh ?

Will you ever have children?
Christian Bautisa-The Way You Look At Me
double huh ?

What song would you strip to?
Yellowcard-Ocean Avenue
lol. thats SO NOT SEXY ~

What does your mum think of you?
Vertical Horizon-Everything You Want
I knew she loves me ! :DD

What is your deep, dark secret?
LFO-Every Other Time
? ?

What is your mortal enemy’s theme song?
A Day To Remember-You Had Me At Hello
hmm. I like that song ! anyway I have no morta enemy la lameshit. HOLY COW DOES COCKROACH LIKE THIS SONG !?

What’s your personality like?
Linkin Park-My December
oh no thats so... melancholic. D:

What song will be played at your wedding?
阿沁& 李玖哲-记得爱
nice ! I like this (:

wah seh finally done. oh well, am doing it cos' it smells fun and I feel relaxed today ! cos' tmr there is SONGFEST SONGFEST SONGFEST SONGFEST I CAN'T REALLY WAIT :D miss TPJ and people there yo.

& tmr I have lit ! & GP tmr is a talk ! yay yay yay. EXCITING YO ~

fever

2008-04-15T19:48:00.001+08:00

I can feel my heart beating really hard.
My brain is throbbing against my skull.
Weight takes over my head.

But, I'm enjoying it.

Serious !

fship

2008-04-13T18:47:00.003+08:00

damnit. I've been working on some stupid GP essay for like 4 hours and I'm still not done w it !?!?!!?!?!?!?!?!?! D: < this is what happens when you really don't wna do something.

my feeble and weak mind gets distracted by almost everything even the bird that just flew past my window.

I am in a state of confusion now. TIP !

schl tmr. SIGH SIGH SIGH SIGH.

more more more

2008-04-13T01:00:00.003+08:00

its getting late.

Bazaar was pretty alright today. (: I didn't buy any coupons but I got food and drinks WAHAHAHAHA ^^V

I met up with 10 ! HURRRRRAY. hung around with Horse being v upset today. please become back a happy horse (if you read this) okay [: was kinda cool walking around back in CCH w the same ol' group of people you're so familiar with. feels like.... home. warm and home-y warm and home-y warm and home-y. all I need.

the dunkin' machine looked fun ! :B haunted house looked interesting but the queue looked even more interesting ._.

I wished our batch that time got bazaar tho'. seems so fun organizing and all. damnit. anyway I had fun la. (: miss school and many people I met today.
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I can't feel
I am trying
we are responsible.
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JO I SAW NING MAO TODAY SHE FLEW BACK FROM AUST. HOPE THE NEXT TIME I SEE YOUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU ~ :) I love you many.

LP PLS TAKE CARE OF YOURSELF AND STOP "DON'T CARE-ING" !

no air

2008-04-09T15:25:00.002+08:00

hiho !

am updating not cos' I have nothing to do okay. I have plenty of things to do. but anyhoos I'll update cos' I don't feel like starting on studies. I wna rant.

okay so my school life seems pretty jam-packed and all cos' y'kno we've got movie marathon, pre-u sem(tho' its not exactly my business), carnival upcoming and all.. yada yada. not bad la. AND MY CLASS GOT MOST PARTICIPATIVE SCI CG FOR SCI FIESTA WAHAHAHAHAHA.
it went like,
"most participative sci CG goes to... 08S41....."
(at the same time I was saying to Janice) "sure not us lo we didn't even win ONE game.."
then, "7 !"
wah my class stunned for 2s and then... cheers-

:D 150 bucks Ben&Jerrys voucher okay ! :P slurps-
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sounds pretty exhilarating yea ? sadly I wasn't thr at sci fiesta la cos' I had my feeeeever. yea whatever. they had fun. thats good enough (:

what else..

Squash training was kinda crappy for me ytd. ): shan't elab here but for the rest I think it wasn't really good either cos' Coach was abit fierce ah.

sigh.
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oh Miss Goh let our class off 10 mins early today and myclassmates stayed in class for the next hour chit chatting (gossiping okay fine) and....... they were ranting on how much they missed their secondary life. I miss it too. and today, what I missed most were the times when we would just slack around after school in class wasting our time deciding on where to go next (haha). I think its cos' we sorta' thought we had all the time in the world to waste together.

I miss 10 and days in Chung Cheng. AWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW.
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JC sucks. this is gna go on until like....... after my A's probably. Math test tmr. F-ing screwed. WHO UNDERSTANDS APGP SUMMATION RR ? ):< sick.

oh yah. "One Art" v sad hor ? everytime discuss in class I'll feel damn sad. D: okay la bye.

Power Of Time

2008-04-06T13:13:00.003+08:00

tick tick tick tick...

I hate school. I have pre-monday blues every Sunday.
I have monday blues every monday.
I have post-monday blues from tuesday to friday.

How ?

I invisible

I ill

I...

away from your heart.

One Art

2008-03-29T00:04:00.000+08:00

The art of losing isn't hard to master;
so many things seem filled with the intent
to be lost that their loss is no disaster.

Lose something every day. Accept the fluster
of lost door keys, the hour badly spent.
The art of losing isn't hard to master.

Then practice losing farther, losing faster:
places, and names, and where it was you meant
to travel. None of these will bring disaster.

I lost my mother's watch. And look! my last, or
next-to-last, of three loved houses went.
The art of losing isn't hard to master.

I lost two cities, lovely ones. And, vaster,
some realms I owned, two rivers, a continent.
I miss them, but it wasn't a disaster.

--Even losing you (the joking voice, a gesture
I love) I shan't have lied. It's evident
the art of losing's not too hard to master
though it may look like (Write it!) like disaster.

-Elizabeth Bishop

flowers for Algernon

2008-03-27T17:26:00.001+08:00

d---h.

I am frightened to a certain extent,
it will come one day.

shhhh.

accepting

2008-03-20T22:26:00.003+08:00

my fixed timetable is out ! okay was out like last week but yea, just started this week. I'm already feeling stressed.

thank you 08S417. you guys make horrible time pass happily. (:

I don't like moving around and heading to diferent venues with my bag for different lectures/tutorials.

the partners I sat with for the past few years came to my mind that day in class. like Ciyi, Pk, Zr and even Edeline Teo. either sat w them for like long periods of time or they were the last few I sat next to. I miss having the feeling of sitting next to somebody you know is gonna' spend every crappy lesson next to you.

chung cheng.
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I have 9 weeks to my Mid Years and 16 weeks to my Promos.
whatthe- ?

wish me luck.

good Friday everybody.

circle.

2008-03-17T19:40:00.003+08:00

“可是你已经有xx了。”

“那。。是会走的。。”

“。。。”

“你，不会对吗?"

xn.

within' your limits

2008-03-14T04:11:00.004+08:00

hiiiiiii. way past my bedtime. I'm contemplating if I shld even turn in. but if I don't, tmr night walk I'll prolly faint lol. okay. I tell you blogger sucks @ pix, so I'mma post in Xanga for all my picture posts. so here goes !

www.xanga.com/roundaboutromance

anyway, lp I found an answer ! I'm not melancholic. I was just being nostalgic. :/ correct ? haha.

appreciation in different ways.

2008-03-12T23:59:00.002+08:00

If I was a flower growing wild and free
All I'd want is you to be my sweet honey bee.
And if I was a tree growing tall and greeen
All I'd want is you to shade me and be my leaves

If I was a flower growing wild and free
All I'd want is you to be my sweet honey bee.
And if I was a tree growing tall and greeen
All I'd want is you to shade me and be my leaves

All I want is you, will you be my bride
Take me by the hand and stand by my side
All I want is you, will you stay with me?
Hold me in your arms and sway me like the sea.

If you were a river in the mountains tall,
The rumble of your water would be my call.
If you were the winter, I know I'd be the snow
Just as long as you were with me, let the cold winds blow

All I want is you, will you be my bride
Take me by the hand and stand by my side
All I want is you, will you stay with me?
Hold me in your arms and sway me like the sea.

If you were a wink, I'd be a nod
If you were a seed, well I'd be a pod.
If you were the floor, I'd wanna be the rug
And if you were a kiss, I know I'd be a hug

All I want is you, will you be my bride
Take me by the hand and stand by my side
All I want is you, will you stay with me?
Hold me in your arms and sway me like the sea.

If you were the wood, I'd be the fire.
If you were the love, I'd be the desire.
If you were a castle, I'd be your moat,
And if you were an ocean, I'd learn to float.

All I want is you, will you be my bride
Take me by the hand and stand by my side
All I want is you, will you stay with me?
Hold me in your arms and sway me like the sea.

(: anything sweeter than this ?

Juno !
Watch it people ! :D
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I need to prioritise.
people you keep going back to ?

what happens when anger subsides and calm takes over you,
& memories gush back.

my safest place to hide ?

I need Space.
yea thats it.

Stop All The Clocks

2008-03-09T13:12:00.007+08:00

hello hello. I am blogging because I feel v.. troubled. I am so troubled. I don't know what to do. BUT ! I am not some emo blogger whole day only blog those vvvv upsetting posts okay ! HAHAHAHA.

okay so.. for a start, I shall give you a summary of my life in picture form and... I'll be back to blog soon COS' I HAVE TO LEAVE MY HOUSE FOR 10 BBQ & CAMPING @ ECP. HAPPENING HOR ~

08S417 !

THE SMALL DONUT MAKER AND THE BIG DONUT !THE DONUT RECEIVER !oops. why do I feel this malicious stare burning down my neck. HAHA SHE'S NOT THAT HIDEOUS OTSIDE THE SUIT KKKK. STAY TUNED I'LL REVEAL THIS BABE (looking normal) !

BYE ! (:

because I'm in no position to say or do anything that will make you better. duibuqiiiiii.

fat hope

2008-03-06T17:38:00.002+08:00

I am pretty annoyed now. my teacher is being stupid.

arg. anyway, I realized something. my classmates are Pornos. serious. the guys talk about it (cept' Andy), the girls talk about it. WAHAHAHAHA. interesting. my class loves to stop and talk (no matter whr the hell we are). my class laughs real hard & we play group games. I like my class.

(:

CONTROL YOURSELF.

2008-03-04T17:34:00.003+08:00

hello ! I am back to blogger. (: well, this is one of my old skin and blog but I changed some stuff (duh) ._." its very amusing to come back here. cos' I read some of my old posts and .. its just surprisingly funny ! hee hee. (& I see how much of my life I wasted)
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so since I'm here (again), lets start things afresh ! I've got a new (hopefully) life to lead. well, today is Day Two of school for meeeeeeee ! well, the day was like v boring. cos' we had like 5 hrs to spend doing nothing but wait for our last period which is Chem. =.= so, my v funny class went to IKEA for our meal ! (: the malays went over to Courts tho'. then we met them at Courts ! WAHAHA. we explored Courts and I sat on this comfy couch and slept. when I woke up, the CSE students were leaving alr. ): yup. they left first, so there were only 7 of us remaining. I fell back asleep HAHAHAHAHA. AND AZRUL SLEPT WIMME' (okay sounds v wrong) ANYWAY, yea. sleep for Idk how loooooooong then we decided to head back to school/Giant. homg. Azrul is sucha tough person to wake ! shakes head-

oh sleeping at Courts isn't a very glamorous sight tho'. haaaaa. don't try.

after we all got up and all we made our way down to Giant and ended up back at Ikea again to buy icecream. hur hur hur. cute hor ? okay la I had a vvvvvvvvv fun time laughing like nuts today and I bought a REALLY UGLY BUT ADORABLE = CUTE MONKAYE ! I like ~

Chem was as usual, boring....... and then my dearest classmates headed down to West Plaza to buy some shoes we gonna make <: cool ? heh. yup. thats all for today. sounds quite exciting right, but actually its not okay.

for those that replied me when I msged you guys, THANK YOU I WAS V BORED OKAY. lol.
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出现你对我好的画面。
我想我该开始回避你了。
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Hi, I miss D performing to us at the cafe. "omg thats so random !" my classmate loves to say.
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okay. I think I shall go study.

Stepback

2008-03-03T00:21:00.002+08:00

hello. this used to be for honestliar- but I don't lie much anymore. (: am enlightened. and I miss blogger so, I'm back yo ~

: D updates soon !

Roundabout romance

2006-12-03T23:26:00.000+08:00

I've moved. [: BYE BYE BLOGSPOT WAHAHAHHAHAHA.

Make it clear

2006-12-03T00:55:00.000+08:00

I wonder if my brother reads my blog OMGZ wtf. Okay nevermind. He will probably get shocked I'm like that HAW HAW.

Life sucks. Yah lor. Sorry I think I'm having conversation with myself.

I believe its not only me feeling like some asshole now. Nevermind that does not help. Alot of things are going through my mind now. However, I feel peaceful. Hmm.

Nothing nothing nothing. Well, a question, an answer, though it still doesn't feel real, makes me sad but more at ease. I hope I do as I say.

It OVER. O-V-E-R. Let it settle in your head please. When I'm feeling bad, you don't help. Totally. I hate being mean but you never get it do you ?

WHATEVER ARG.

Cry me a river

2006-12-02T13:20:00.000+08:00

Hello everyone.

I feel like changing my skin.
I feel like closing my blog.
I feel like a dickhead.
I feel horrible.

I want to ask many many many questions.
I want to go for bbq tonight. ))):
I want to be @ Escape Theme Park & get a tan & enjoy myself right now.
I want to be able to talk properly.
I want to stop sobbing for reasons like bacteria. Fuck you.

I need to know.
I need somebody.
I need to go out.
I need water.
I need to die. Yawn.

Life is boring & I can't study for nuts even if I'm stuck at home cos' I can't see properly & my mind is abit slooooow. I can't even contemplate what I can eat for dinner. Damn maybe I'll go bbq & feed on air for dinner ? Sure why not. [:

I don't want to get answers. I abhor falling sick & I totally hate feeling like this. I feel fucking hell pathetic. Sorry, haven't been spilling vulgarities for about a day. Teehee.

Being ill just makes you feel lonely more than ever right ? It probably makes you lose your mind HAHAHAHA. Like me yesterday. Hehehehehehe. Well, was quite fun. zz why do I get the feeling it isn't the illness but just me all along.

Anyway, I drank 3 bottles of Ice Mountain plain water in like half an hour ytd ! Beat that MUAHAHAHAHA. I could have doen better if it wasn't for the Pasta I ate before that. Who says I ain't taking care ? ;)

Thank you kinder bueno, hersheys, long john fries & Christina Tay. You owe yourself BIG TIME.

Somebody wrote "CONTROL YOURSELF" on the computer table. Guess its my brother. Gee, I hope he doesn't go bonkers like me HEE HEE HEE HAW HAW.

I WANT TO GO BBQ. D: shall go prepare soon. Somebody dine wimme' after that ? ):

Just novelty

2006-11-26T13:55:00.000+08:00

Tsk. I'm feeling good today. I wonder why. Maybe its beacuse I'm falling sick & I'm sneezing but I'm actually thinking that someone is missing me (?) or maybe its the cooling weather, or maybe its the upcoming councillor camp zzzzz.
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Well, STEAMBOAT YTD ! Fun fun. I sure make yummy omelette ay ? I ate like, 3 pieces of cheeeeeeekan & uh abit of egg only. I drank soup & green tea & coke uhh, oh I ate gummy sweet ! :D Don't worry I'm not starving myself. I ate pasta before that lah LOL. Shall upload pics after I get em' from xinyingggggg. (:

I'm going to be missing soon, for about 4 days ? Damn, thats long I guess. Don't miss me too much people ! (: Goodbyes sure suck.

Out of sight, still in mind

2006-11-24T00:02:00.000+08:00

Amusing amusing.

I slacked the whole day through. zz & I ate instant noodles for dinner ):
& they're back ! :D

Maybe it all ends here
Maybe I'm trying too hard
Maybe, yawn. I should get to bed

Maybe I should try to get something to focus on. Nono, not physics nor Amath please.

Sigh.

If you come back

2006-11-23T13:29:00.000+08:00

HAHA THEY'RE COMING BACK SOON. 3 MORE HOURS OR SO. ((((:

Well, its kinda sad though. They must be feeling awful, just like how we were ; Sheares. Everyone of us felt good & bad. We couldn't bear to leave that island where we spent our 4 days of fun. Our second home. Sigh. Sometimes it just isn't good to get attached to things easily. Oh well. Shrugs-

I'm going to drink strawberry milk (: I have no work today & I feel rather slackkkkk. Jio me anybody ?

Ohoh. Sheares + Kimsan outing on Saturday everybody ! :D Can't wait can't wait. Lets wear our OBS tees !

So you sailed away,

2006-11-22T12:55:00.000+08:00

Hello (: 3rd day for Obs people. Which means KAYAK ROUND UBIN DAY. Well, it seems like a hot day.. Oh well, I sure hope they won't get any bad burns or what. ): My loved ones are there. Arg.

Do I look troubled ? My kor says I do. Maybe I'm just tired haha. I'm stopping work soon & I'll really miss it. Sigh. D:
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Stay that way & stick to it
Stay that way & stick to it
Stay that way & stick to it
Stay that way & stick to it
It all becomes a drill.
Of what to do & what not to
Of what to think of and what not to
Of ..

& sometimes I wish my memory could just fail me
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LIU LI SHA SUCKS MAN. Lucky I pon workshop today but.. poor Xinwei & Jolyn ): so poor thing. zz Liu li sha ahhhhhhh. I really wanna stab her & I have the urge to kill myself. Yawn.

Let me feel your pain kept inside

2006-11-21T01:28:00.000+08:00

I miss lp huix kim elaine whoever in OBS. & I miss those who were in OBS wimme'. ): its getting late & I have lots to think about. Sian, I guess its always the case. No change, never ever will change. How many times have I talked about giving up trying ?

56474836378 times perhaps. One more time : I GIVE UP. & I'm going to make myself stick to it. (:

Nights, so much for determination.

Never ever felt so bad

2006-11-17T19:29:00.000+08:00

zz. I'm feeling damn sian. Went to school for nothing today WLAO. Heck.

I hate myself when I hate him.
Don't ask me please,
I hate being so goddamn fragile.

I'll speak up when I really can't take it anymore, again. Which is probably soon ? Lets see who will be with me. I hate looking like an ass alone in public. zz.

I miss OBS, I miss Awana, I miss any camp or anything that gets me hell outta my house. Thank you bye, see you again ):

I'm so not positive bout' it

2006-11-16T22:57:00.000+08:00

HELLLLO EVERYBARDY !

I'm back from OBS ! :DDD

OBS was like, shiiiiiiiiok I tell you. Not much restrictions & all, daily meals & baths, kayaking, sports climbing, high elements, we went through it all !

Shall blog abit of each day.
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Day one

We were split up in our groups after reaching campsite & I was posted to SHEARES ! Hmm, altogether there were 14 of us, Adeline, Chanxi, Yijun, Joanne, Xinying, Zhiwen, Jolyn, Zixiang, Zongye, Minjiong, Kent, Yixiang, Chekkai & Me. Haha. We were damn silent when we walked around the campsite with our instructor, Liew. Like, zz everyone seemed so uninterested. Everyone damn dao. Sad oh ? After instructor left we started communicating ! After lunch we built our raft. WAHLAO. So sad cannot like get a picture of it cos' we were DAMN ZAI, our raft managed to stay intact throughout the whole time & we paddled like @#%%%^##$ to reach the other jetty but it was kind fun cos' we were the only group that managed to do that WAHAHHAHAA. We did jetty jump after that. Lucky didn't drown or anything. I kena bitten by some jellyfish/seabug shitz lah. Made my whole leg sting & hurt like @$. Whatever, I was really proud of SHEARES & I'm sure everyone else was too. ((: Rained heavily that day so no more camping out. Yay, slept in bunk wahahah. I slept damn early that night hahaha. Nevermind, yea I pig lah.

Day two

Woke up, did Sports climbing. Heh, got my one star cert for that ! [: Then we packed for our out-of-camp trip. Ji dan, carry the water bottles so goddamn heavy & we didn't really use much. After walking for bout' 1 1/2 km we reached campsite 2 & settled down, went to test kayaks. SHIIIIIOK. We uhm, kayaked around the area, capsized, went to swamp blabla. Went back to build our shelter, bathe & cook. We ate "claypot rice" for dinner with mushrooms & curry chicken ! Ahha, its claypot rice cos' it was burnt but it smelt like claypot rice. Hee hee. Still, I finished all in my plate okay ? The rice was damn solid sia, my gums hurt like crazy. Its okay, ahha, at least we got food to eat [: At night we found out that there wasn't enough space to squash in everyone of us in the shelter. Wlao sian right ? So 4 of us slept under open air, Yijun &Adeline on grass, me& Zixiang on the road on just a few pieces of ponchos with Jamie, Gx, Jacques, Changhong, & one more guy (cannot remember his name hee hee) Wow, so hard my body ached. & we talked to the security guard there too. ;D

Day three

We set off late for our sea expedition thanks to SHEARES but nevermind lah. It was really exciting, we set off for less than 10 mins, Xinwei's kayak capsized ._." cos' of the waves. zz. We were actually moving really slowlyyyyyy but after that all of us hurried cos' we were behind time & we had to head for Chek Jawa (egeog omgz gimme a break) before low tide cos' we surely kena stuck on sand during low tide. Yea, so when we reach Chek Jawa started pouring tmd. Whole day no Sun already like bad enough right ? Still pour LOL. Thats when the tide was low & our paddles could like, touch the sand in the sea ? Thats when everyone panicked. LOL. Was hell funny, we were all shouting for the people behind to hurry up & everyone pia all the way out. Well, it was something new yah ? Kayaking under lightning, thunder & rain. Then we ate at some Frog Island when it was raining. It was damn fun ! Finished kayaking on time later & we trekked back to campsite 1. Ate dinner, did some shit nightwalk thing & went back to bunk. Last night & I got abit emo but got over it really fast. No prob.

Aiyah lazy to continue blogging. Back some other timeeeeeee. I'm absolutely campsick.

I'M FUCKING FUCKING CAMPSICK D':

Make up your mind

2006-11-11T22:10:00.000+08:00

Poured the whole damn day.
Good weather, bad mood.

I should be called something like careless instead. Ha, I lost the new phone batt my kor bought, & the PC tiepins/badges/book. Well, I left the box in zr's locker.

I'm feeling totally fucked & my mum isn't of any help. Totally.
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We felt it before anyone did
& we denied it before anyone did too.
All I hope now is that we won't regret it before anyone does.

I hope lonliness never takes over

2006-11-11T12:56:00.000+08:00

Yawn its a lazy morning.
& I'm feeling super random I feel like deleting my Freidnster account & change/delete my blog. Perhaps I should change my layout but I'm lazy to. Anybody too free wants to make a skin for me ?

Deedeedum.

Wonderwall

2006-11-10T23:10:00.000+08:00

Hee hello (:
No work today & tomorrow ! Yay. Well, had PTM, Bringal talk & Class cleaning shit today. Hmm. Bringal talk was as usual, a total bore. He could be the best sleeping pill ykno' ? Ahha. After his talk we all tio gan by the ugly fish & CCL. Tmd. The ugly fish scream & shout like wtf think we all deaf or something loh. Arg whatever. Discipline is gonna be even more strict next year. Shrugs- School sucks.

Uhm, so my results actually improved o.O but yea, still ain't exactly good enough. Sigh, its always never good enough in my case lol. I'mma loser lah. Better start buckin' up yah ?
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Met up with Huang after school & watched Step Up. Ohhh, it wasn't bad at all. Haha. Yea, the bad thing was that we were surrounded by couples. zz its so dumb lah. Lol. We were quite worried they'd make out halfway through the show but whatever, I didn't like take much notice of them. Uhhh. Now I'm home & I feel rather much like a dickhead. Haha ? No not funny. I'm feeling like shitz.

Got script to rush out now AH WTF. Bye.

Would it be different ?

2006-11-07T22:53:00.000+08:00

Oh, so it has been quite a few bad days I've been having alright. Sigh. I've been spewing vulgarities LOL. Not intentionally I swear. Keke.

Well, quite alot of stuff has been going on, Open House, work, Ht (tmd its a complete waste of time) yada yada. The school is rubbish please. Extension week seems rather much like a complete waste of time to me. You go to school to have a few lessons & pointless lectures ? Then they planned a Heritage Trail that I went for like 525346346834786763 times ?
Like, get a life lah Bringal Lo.
Honestly, he's the stupidest dickhead I've ever met lah. I mean, he is so selfish ! Everything is for the schools' welfare, what about the students' welfare ? Results results results. That is all he sees aiy ? I wonder if he ever dreams of ALL his school Sec 4s scorings all As. I really miss Mr Yue like arg. Bringal is like some bird brain ? He doesn't even have a mind of his own ! I know he is unable to really see how much effort those appealing have put in but oh, I really hope he reads their letters at least, I hope. Arg. Mr Yue is like, superb & the best compared to Bringal lah. Mr Yue got promoted so quickly but I think this time Bringal should get demoted to some Primary School with other vegetable dickheads, probably carrots or cabbages as students there.

& as for Cockroach, lets just not talk about her & I'm totally convinced she has something against me. She is so biased, ha. My attitude is not the worst, neither is my results, so if you ask me why she is against me, I'll tell you I don't know. Whatever. Shrugs-
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I've been thinking but, oh my god. It just causes me to regret loads of stuff I've done. Well, its what you did in the past that affects the present isn't it ?

I'm not falling for it anymore.
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Hmm,

I guess its time to move on & up. Goodbye to what I've been with for almost the whole year. Sorry got abit emo when I went back up to class alone today hoho. Well, I've been fated with backdoors for like 3 years already, lets hope I get it next year too.. On a lighter note, 3HM IS PROMOTING AS A CLASS. HURRAY ! ((:

Can't remember what else I want to blog haha. Bye.

Tell me why I'm still feeling sore

2006-11-04T01:36:00.000+08:00

Okay haven't been online for very long I know but its late. Well, I have an ultra supportive family & they can't wait for me to quit my job HA HA. Cool loh !

Aiyah anyway I'm really busy & tmd got lots of things to plan. Wtfff even the 1 week Drama Camp. Haven't done E learning either. Probably going to pia out tomorrow night Arg. I'm going to dieeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. Okay so it isn't that bad hee hee. I'm living back my old life (just that somethings aren't & won't ever be the same). Sigh- Emo emo & heavy feelings of regret. Don't know. I haven't been thinking like I used to you know ? I used to think so often & sometimes I sort things out, sometimes I don't. Still, it doesn't stop me from thinking and analyzing things but now I just leave things as they are even though the guilt trips irritates me.

Gosh, I should stop being so emo. Or maybe, I should, just like how I used to be. Hmmm. Think. HAHA. Must be the stupid anti-blink book. Hor ?
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Don't ask me why but I'm still feeling quite sour. Maybe the wound isn't as old as it seems; ironically, it feels raw.

I feel awfully baddddd when someone misses me, however, I feel blessed too.
You seriously set me thinking if whatever everyone is saying is true.. I'm being cynical perhaps ? Still..

How can someone care, but be so cold at the same time ?
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I thought about missed opportunities though. About, intentionally missed opportunities actually. I saw a book with the title What Might Have Been or something like that. Don't know lah. I'm feeling like (: ): [: ]: <: >: :/

I think I should stop think. SHIT I'M THINKING THAT I SHOULD STOP THINKING WHICH MEANS I'M STILL THINKING. Damn goodnight I have to wake up @ 630am tomorrow. Anybody too free wants to call me to wake me up ?

I set myself up

2006-10-30T23:21:00.000+08:00

Aloha ! Chinese O's are OHVHER. ;D

YEEEEEHAWW ! [: Relief ! I've been quite happy for the past few hours so, its an improvement from depression I was going through a few days back. :D keke.
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I think I'm going to resign soon. HAHA. Anyone want to jio me out ? =D I want to go Sentosa again. & uhm, I'm super looking forward to OBS ! & CCL camp ! & uhm.. DRAMA CAMP ! Omgz (:
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& I think it'll be the biggest regret of my life if you happen to screw it all up just because of the note I wrote. :/

Oh well, lets hope dramatic situations shun from my life.
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I think I should really get to bed now. I have to wake up @ 9am. However, I don't think I will be able to. Suffering from insomnia these days. Shrugs- probably, I'll start reminiscing. Nothing bad bout' it aye ?

Maybe I'll think of you again, beautiful stranger.

We lost ourselves

2006-10-29T18:20:00.000+08:00

It rained heavily this morning (: I loved the rain. Haha.

Hookay. So I've been thinking bout' what I was doing with my own life. I'm actually killing myself slowly & I don't know why I'm doing that. I'm probably losing my mind. Lucky I rejected work today. Don't know. I want to quit ley. I think I'm crazy HAHAHA. Its been only 3 days at work. Shrugs-
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Well, I've received letters & wrote 1 today so out of boredom, I took out the box, which held all my letters & I reread a few letters. Keke. Didn't know it could make me so emotional but at least I found out what I wanted.

>:D
It was my fault all along. Hmm, better do something to my life. Or maybe I should try getting it back tmd. Work. Sigh.
These are the best man. I was such an ass last time. LMAO. Nevermind. Looking back always makes me feel weird.

Try sobbing to a box of old letters, plenty of good ol' memories, regrets & lost love.
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Okay lastly 2 pictures of Sentosa trip. Haw haw. I miss it damn bad man. The bottom picture is the best man. Creds to Kong. Lol.

Oh well I'm off & all the best to those taking O' Chinese tomorrow which includes myself (:

I loved you more than you'll ever know

2006-10-27T19:00:00.000+08:00

Hoookay. So it was Sentosa for me today (: Some smarty said kayaking was available @ Palawan Beach & HAW HAW HAW. It was so damnit deserted when we arrived ! No hunks, no babes, nobody.. We walked for quite a distance & settled down somewhere. Got into the sea & just slacked around there. No attempts to swim cos' I jolly well know that I would have drowned. Keke. Spent a few hours in & out of the sea, tried to suntan & we played in the clean water "pool" wasn't really a pool lah.

I'm feeling quite irritated because the guys & everyone else that went under the Sun are getting sun burnt & I can barely get a tan. Tmd. However my uneven tan is much better & I think my arms are kinda hot now.. hmm. Lag reaction ? Maybe. I hope I get a burn ahahahahahaha. I like getting sunburnt I guess.

Left Sentosa & ate Pastamania (slurp-) at Habourfront Centre & had a long bus ride home. I'm tired. <:

Bye.

I tried to find my place with you

2006-10-26T11:02:00.000+08:00

I wanted to blog yesterday but I was too lazy.

I want to blog now about yesterday,

so...

Okay, I figured I'm too lazy.

Shall be back if Xw starts work with me & if I feel mentally better. Shit, I've got stuff to do. Bye people (:

& DO NOT VISIT ME. (I've changed my mind)

I'm feeling sorry I actually missed You.

&, its sad I can't do anything about You but just sigh.

Oh & did I mention, my N70 baby is back ! Its still lagging though. HAW HAW HAW.

Give me something to hold on

2006-10-24T11:25:00.000+08:00

Uh oh.

I've decided to be the most no life asshole on Earth. Anybody wants to spend quality time with me join me @ work LOL.

If not, I'm going be MIA-ing in real life unless you're meeting me for some important shit. Hahaha. How could shit be important right ?

Life sucks. BYE.

Total emotional wreck

2006-10-23T20:51:00.000+08:00

My phone is working. Lol, I swear its nuts. Mother wants to to send it for repair though. Aye, she pangseh-ed me today so shall go some other day maybe tomorrow ? Keke. Anyway, luckily its working so I can save my pics & contacts :D

So here comes Ubin pics :
I've only got 2 but oh well, its a small nice island.
& these 2 are .. haha. Zy's shyness totally brings me amusement ;D

Kong was desperate for an umbrella please. Fyi, it was only a drizzle xD

School is like, a total waste of time now please. You go to school to slack your way through the day with like, a lesson per day ? What the fish ? Arg.
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Hahaha, Singapore is small. Really, it is. ;)
I'm dead, I'm losing control of myself.

Simply a look can break your heart

2006-10-22T22:41:00.000+08:00

Okay, so the 2 pathetic pictures of Ubin I took cannot be posted here due to the unfateful death of my phone. However, I've got the Marina Bay pics up ! :DThats the whole lot of us (:
& okay, I love the floor ;)
HAHA. Look at the two losers on the extreme left >:D

Train home anybody ? [:

Well, blogger is being a loser & I can't get the rest of the pics up ! D:< Wlao.
Whatever. These pictures sure brings me hell loads of laughter even though we mumbled & grumbled bout' some stuff yesterday, I'm sure all of us enjoyed at least 3/4 of the time didn't we ? =D Life's fun with them.

Some memories can never be replaced, we all know that. However I'm sure we'll have new memories & each time, it'll be even better ones ;)

Life is a mess, but I'm happy living in the mess. I guess ?

& yea, I shall reply tags okay ? (:
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Did I ever mention ?

I'm not the kind that could ever handle tears. Its just not really my forte.
I hate that helpless feeling.

Today was quite a nasty day I thought,

Wow, I was one silly ass.

& the thoughts in my mind reminds me of the peak hour traffic

I'm afraid I wouldn't let go

2006-10-22T00:24:00.000+08:00

Hello, its been a looooooong day & it was overally okay. Shall update bout it, TOMORROW. Ahha. ;D

Anyway, I'll be working with Huang @ LJS, Bishan. Yea its hell far haha I think I'm nuts but, oh well, doesn't matttttttter, its an experience ;)

Till tomorrow ! Bye !
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I thought I made a pact with myself over a dozen times ?
Well, I have such a weak mind.
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/edit
Dear readers, my phone is officially dead so don't message or call my handphone okay ? (: I don't intend to send it for repair anyway so, (:

Peace everyone ! ;D

This time, I won't wait up

2006-10-19T22:14:00.000+08:00

Milk is
slurp-

GOOOOD ! ;P ohhhh man. It tastes heavenly. Kekeke.

Well, my L1R5 is 30. Yadayada. Its going to be normal lessons tomorrow onwards. SIGH- I don't want lessons. The O's are so annoying. I miss Sec 2 hols. We were so free I could probably rot at home if I didn't go out. >:/ Well, ahhh. Its going to be a busy holiday this time, whats new. Brr. & theres still the extension weekS. Great.
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I passed lit ! :D & we were nuts @ LT2 today. Shall update pics another time. Goodbye !

Where no one knows me

2006-10-18T22:19:00.000+08:00

OBS is nearing haha. Okay, so its like, a month away but I just filled the form so I'm pretty excited. ;D

I cut my hair but there's not much of a difference ley HAHA. Wth. Its thinner but not obvious so, nevermind. I'm gonna let it grow long so I can't cut it too short either what. Shrugs-
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Well, I saw Mr D today & he said the Much Ado papers were okay. I honestly hope they are. I'm quite nervous bout' my lit papers but oh well, I haven't been giving much thought or even bothering bout' my results so.. whatever.

Its their worrying that worries me. :/ Everyone, don't panic. Sec 3 year sucks. You don't think of how you're gonna celebrate your hols after your papers. Instead, you think about retaining, about your extension week, about your camps, about your holiday homework, about your O's next year. Like, @#$%.

I need to get my mind off academic stuff. Maybe that explains why I've been sleeping early these days. Sigh-
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Boston gives me a tingly feeling. Haa. I really wonder why, it makes me want to cry. Flashing images & warm feelings. Ha.

Try to look me in the eye

2006-10-17T21:31:00.000+08:00

Hullo. I passed English :D HIP HIP HURRAY ! It most probably means I won't have to retain ! Whoo hoooooo ! (: Okay, so maybe I should wait till the report book is back before rejoicing. Whatever. Reality isn't kicking me anymore. It like, I wasn't even worrying about retaining & all today ? Was just kinda afraid I'll fail my Chinese haha I don't know why. Its stupid.

Tomorrow is like, fail day ? I doubt I'll get back any papers I can actually pass. x/ Sigh, its expected so I shall maintain a cheerful disposition & take back my papers with no expressions tomorrow. Shrugs-
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I want to cut my hair. Its pissing me off. Well, I'd better cut it tomorrow & go see a doc for checkup tomorrow &.. yea. I think thats all for tomorrow. Argh. Mr Chua is the shit. Well, if my hair turns out "illegal" hahahaha. I'll probably die during Thursday's meeting with him ? Oh well. Grrr, BAH.

& I used to get lost in your eyes

2006-10-16T19:19:00.000+08:00

Hello people (: I've been quite a cheerful girls these days. Lets hope that feeling keeps on tagging along with me :D

So, I failed my Amath ): It was expected though, & Ms Chan said "Christina, although you failed, you did much better than what I expected." Oh well, shrugs- as a person with a cheerful disposition, I shall treat that as an encouragement (: even tuition teacher said it was okay xD
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Haze has been such a dick. Indo sure rocks arse. Burn &burn. They should just go burn off their hair please. The haze is sucha killer. Brocco, please remember your oxygen tank !
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& I've decided to stay focused. However, I've got many things to stay focused on. HAW HAW. Don't know. Its going to be a busybusy holiday. & you call it a holiday. Ha.

Whatever ~

Unintentional hurt

2006-10-14T19:04:00.000+08:00

Yay. I couldn't wake up today morning haha. I was damn lucky Dyane Chia called & we cabbed to school ;D

Duty was rather slack & I went up stage to over exert my muscles HAW HAW HAW. Then we ate >D hoho. Chicken wings. Slurp- We dao bao-ed somemore. Next we had meeting & discussion for Night Hunt. Well, I've got to do the proposal later. Oh sigh sigh.

Went to meet Jmie, Jess & the rest @ Katong. Keke. They went bowling & went home after that ((:
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I need time to think it through & no its impossible to stay the same isn't it ?
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Hahahaha :D

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HAW HAW HAW HAW. $500 per cheek ?! I GOT MINE FOR FREE. Whee, I am single-dimpled & rare. HAW HAW HAW HAW. >:DDDD

Its always the wrong start

2006-10-13T23:40:00.000+08:00

Ohhhhhhhhgay ! So the exams are like, finally overrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr :D It was hell fast but, yeah. Good. I'm going to die when my results are back but its quite expected so who cares. We'll just take a step at a time.

Wedding dinner tonight was such a waste of time & no I did not wear a gown, neither did I wear a skirt >:) I wore jeans.
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Its tough girl, it really is. ): Sigh-

I'm not missing you

2006-10-12T04:35:00.000+08:00

Keke. Check out the time, I went to sleep @ 930pm without mugging for Egeog. Cheer everyone ! ;D Oh well, at least I woke up @ 11pm to reply/read messages. I am currently sleepy but sleepless because of that. Oh well, lets pray it will not affect my papers.
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I don't think you'd be reading this but honestly,

It won't change anything.

Sigh. Much wasted love } down the drain

Goodbye to you

2006-10-11T17:30:00.000+08:00

I screwed Physics & SS, Chemistry was a killer I swear, Emath wasn't good either. Ohmy, I need more than luck to make it through.

Everyones enjoying & I've got 4 more papers to go :/

Damn. Everyone's struggling not to retain so suddenly it seems like its quite impossible to retain. Don't ask me why.
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If I were You, I'd choose to believe that after some things go missing, what it meant will go too. Unless, we try making it come back; that, of course means not only You. Oh well, I don't know.
Could have beens.
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Ahh. I want to cut hair. I WANT TO CUT HAIR. Okay, I won't make it too short but its getting wayyyyyyyy to long. I'm fickle-minded I know.

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HELLO. ALL HAIL MS LEE & THANK HER FOR HELPING ME SIGN UP FOR FOOTDRILL TEST . DAMNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN.

I really think I detest her now. ):<
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I think I need some time alone. I can't sleep & thats baddddd. )':

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2006-10-10T14:29:00.000+08:00

Oh man, I'm missing Showtime..
Yea sure I do. We're a winning team & it doesn't matter if we win or not [: Whoalao, I can't find a reason why I'm missing Showtime now which means, it isn't good. ): AW I REALLY MISS IT.

(:

I lost interest to blog bye.

& I didn't know it would make such an impact.